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I have been here for weeks. It's different from the place I grew up in. I have no idea who took me or why. They keep telling me I am special, special how? I miss my friends at the old place, where I got to associate with people my age. Here I have not had any contact since they came for me.
?Why am I here?? I asked.
?You know why,? the lady responds, she is not in the room she is watching through the cameras.
?Why won't you let me go??
One. Two. Three. Wait. I don't hear the third door.
?Why didn't the third door get food?? he ignored my question.
?What happened to the person behind door three?? i could not control myself
?Every time someone brings food or medicine to me I hear three doors open before mine, I only hear two now. What happened to the person?
Glaring at me she finally replies,? that person? They simply was not special enough to be here,?
What the hell does that even mean? And why do these people want special people? What the hell do they mean by special?
?That is enough talking for now, youll go back to your room after they give you a shot.?
Two guys started walking towards me, they strapped me to the chair and injected me with something that looked goopy, clumpy, red vibrant.
I woke up a while later in my room again. Something about what they injected me with feels weird, extremely weird. I can barely keep my eyes open.
?Do you think it will work?? I hear someone in the room with me. I don't recognize the voice.
?I hope so, she seems so promising.? I recognize this voice; it's the one who I talk to every few days. I think her name is Mary. yes it's Mary
?You better hope so Mary, this is your last chance,? I felt a needle in my arm and I drifted back to sleep.
I woke up to red lights and the siren going off. Mary warned me about the siren. This could only mean danger. Someone was trying to get in. or out i guess.
I remember mary telling me that if something like this were to happen i should meet everyone in the medical room. This was the first time i was able to go anywhere without an escort though. I noticed the locks on my door were simple. I see the others coming out of door one and two. I know them it's Rake and Mindy. ?Rake! Mindy!? I shouted as I ran to them.?I am glad to see you again!? They were my friends. I thought I would never see them again.
?Andi!? they both said excitedly as they ran towards me.
?What will happen to mindy?? I asked.
?Nothing for you to worry about. She won't last out there for long.'' Mary sat Rake and I down and we had a talk.
Now Rake and I are able to come to the medical room together. They seem to trust us more. She told me we have more ?freedom' . I don't dare question anymore tonight.
As we are escorted back to the rooms, ?this isn't the way back to our rooms? I say.
?Andi, i know you can hear me'
If i think of mindy or Jay i can feel their hearts beating i can communicate with them.
So many failed attempts so many people didn't make it .
?Jay help me tell her not to trust mary' rake pleaded
?He's right andi, you can't trust her no matter what' Jay's voice was the last thing I heard before falling asleep.
It's been a few days since the conversation. The alarm was going off again. I saw rake and we walked to the medical room which was a little closer this time. ?Come with me andi this is our only chance'
Rake said, and he knows i haven't decided on which way to go.
It seemed like an eternity had passed as I continued to the door, only a few seconds had gone by and I walked through the door. It wasn't what I expected, not that I had expected much. With little knowledge of the world. It was dark, I saw trees everywhere, woods. We were in the middle of a forest and I heard the sound of a waterfall nearby. Up ahead I can see rake, mindy, and ?Jay!? I screamed. There is someone else? I can't quite make out who it is.
I got a little closer. I could see the red curly locks of the hair, the pale fair skin, the green ivory eyes, her freckles across her nose, it was mary. ?Mary?? I asked as I got closer.
?We don't have time, we have to get to the safe house, Jay, get Andi, let's go. Nice to see you again rake follow me everyone. Andi you'll understand soon enough.? I saw what looked like wings spring from everyone's back, including rakes as Jay carried me to the safehouse.
?I am so glad you chose this way andi, i am not Mary, I am her sister Beth.? As we settled in the safe house I opened my mind and searched her mind,?you can search all you want i was her first experiment, mary is not evil, just misguided. She was jealous that i had these abilities and she doesn't i was born with it, she wasn't it has been her life's work to get some ability to be equal to me?
And on some level it has been made since.
Left
You turn back and return to where you began. The idea of nature inside a place like this, that the room somehow captured sunlight and the way linen sheets feel fresh out of a dryer. You return to the room. It's so pleasant that you are satisfied with the simple pleasures within. But you are forgetting something, aren't you? Something else? Your stomach pains with...something? But if this room cannot provide whatever it is, then it must not be important. This is where you suffocate on your own joy.
FIN
Right
What if you'd turned right?
You decide to try, but your body will not pivot in that direction. However, you are determined, and so you turn in a circle to the left until you are pointed in the correct direction. Here, there is a short corridor with walls painted a pleasant pistachio and you think maybe you will paint your whole house this color when you get back there. The corridor ends with a golden spiral staircase below a stained-glass ceiling. You hear pigeons outside, and you can see their silhouettes as they fly past the stained-glass.
Down, down, down you go. The stairs are buffed and shiny as though brand new, but the lower you go the more the walls show their true age. Soon, it's gone dark. There's a thick, clunky flashlight in a receded hole in the wall. You take it and turn it on. You look behind you but the stairs have disappeared. You must go further down. The flashlight's beam only goes so far. You have no choice but to continue. You must keep going, down, down, down. You hit a stone landing and there is another pocket in the wall. This one holds a key and a map. You think that is horribly cliché and leave them there out of spite. The stairs are now stone like the landing. Two more steps and you turn back to get the key and map, just in case, but they are gone.
Do you: sit down and cry to yourself?
Keep going
FIN
Sit down and cry
Forward
The path in front is the most straightforward. The walls are lined with mirrors, and the hall ends in a beautiful cherry wood door. As you walk, you catch your reflection. You are ageing. Slowly, at first, then more rapidly. You think you should run but your limbs are creaking, and your back begins to curl over itself. Slowly, slowly you make your way.
The door at the end of the hall sounds as though it is singing. Not like there is someone on the other side, but like the door itself yawns and the clearest notes you've ever heard vibrate through your skull. Something waits for you there, something beckons.
FIN
Backward
Backwards takes you to your own bedroom. Before any adventure had a chance to begin, you've returned to a comfortable life. You close the bedroom door behind you and return to your laundry, carefully separated by color. Tomorrow you'll make some egg salad and maybe if you're feeling dangerous you'll add extra mustard. Evenings pass in your easy chair, guessing the answers on syndicated game shows from fifteen years ago.
When you die many years later, you leave behind a library full of dog-eared travel books that never left the house. You woke often in the middle of the night thinking of a room with doors and hallways and choices, and you think about which you would have chosen, given the chance. You like to imagine there was a way to choose them all. You fall back asleep considering what could be on the other side of a closed door.
Someone finds you after you've begun to decay, destroying the easy chair's upholstery. There is a stone where your heart once was. You are buried in the city in an unmarked grave, still dreaming of choices left behind.
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